At This Moment In Time: The Last Of April

The conservatory is emptied of sound while its roof is increasingly rebelled against by an army of rain droplets on their course to whatever earth they may find between the concrete water features and porcelain plant pots. The last day of April and I open the door to it, the scent of the heat ascending […]

Tasteless Birthday Cake

As my mum returned from a distant relatives birthday meal she handed me a piece of cake. I am an open advocate of all things baked and appreciate the gesture but one bite in and there was not a happy expression about my face. I’m sure the cake was beautifully iced with an appropriate amount […]

Lost Connection

This woman hits a modern day problem with a nail on the head. Digestably intellectualising a problem we all face in the loss of connection from the growth and adaptation of technology. The last time I spent a day without my phone I can say for certain was when I stayed in a Buddhist monastery […]

The Origins Of Today

Once upon a time there was a Godess. Her symbol was a hare and she was celebrated and worshipped in many ancient lands. Her names are many between Eostre and Ishtar and other alike. But she represented many things. Spring, fertility, April and new life. The celebrated rich traditions of this goddess saw pagan women […]

Faith of a different kind

I have been under the weather for over a week, feeling a little disheartened by the world and a little more than let down by some of the people I care about the most. Before I explain more I want to tell you that this story has a happy ending. Over the last couple of […]

A few bad habits…

I’ve had a few habits my whole life through my changing music tastes, my changing perspectives and my changing looks. When I was little I remember writing words so honest when I found them a few years later written on an old toy it really hit me emotionally. It kept happening but it’s only today […]

I know, I’ve Seen That Look Before

It’s a dormancy.It’s like no-one has or is finding what they are looking for and they no longer want to try and each day I lack motivation I am worried I will start to feel it too. Like Intimacy means the exchanging of a few simple words and though affection came from nowhere internal other […]

Restlessness

It’s like an itch I can’t scratch and I don’t know where it’s coming from but I can’t settle. It’s unfinished business and the ex-boyfriend popping up on Facebook to ask about my love life then regretting his mistakes. It’s the pink silk nail polish I have established I’m not fond of. It’s the floral […]

Momentary Alignment

    A single moment for each thought as my mind fractures between a song and my heartbeat, The sensation of knowing what you are doing right now brings a smile to your face and a warmth to your heart. Knowing that no matter how big a universe, how small you may be what you […]