Tasteless Birthday Cake

As my mum returned from a distant relatives birthday meal she handed me a piece of cake. I am an open advocate of all things baked and appreciate the gesture but one bite in and there was not a happy expression about my face. I’m sure the cake was beautifully iced with an appropriate amount […]

The Origins Of Today

Once upon a time there was a Godess. Her symbol was a hare and she was celebrated and worshipped in many ancient lands. Her names are many between Eostre and Ishtar and other alike. But she represented many things. Spring, fertility, April and new life. The celebrated rich traditions of this goddess saw pagan women […]

Faith of a different kind

I have been under the weather for over a week, feeling a little disheartened by the world and a little more than let down by some of the people I care about the most. Before I explain more I want to tell you that this story has a happy ending. Over the last couple of […]

A few bad habits…

I’ve had a few habits my whole life through my changing music tastes, my changing perspectives and my changing looks. When I was little I remember writing words so honest when I found them a few years later written on an old toy it really hit me emotionally. It kept happening but it’s only today […]

I know, I’ve Seen That Look Before

It’s a dormancy.It’s like no-one has or is finding what they are looking for and they no longer want to try and each day I lack motivation I am worried I will start to feel it too. Like Intimacy means the exchanging of a few simple words and though affection came from nowhere internal other […]

” It’s like forgetting the words to your favourite song.”

There is a small town in my mind and although I must have left for a lifetime in the eyes of those I loved my heart remained drifting along its river. I remember the moment the sun would rise as I did over those pale blue hills when I held another in my arms; her […]

Sunflowers and Catherine Wheels

Words fall from my lips without reason as the sun dissipates in the dappled transparency of the overlooking fearn. The peach kissed sky stands through the blossoms of a tree which obscures my unwilling view of the melancholic grey roofs. I contemplate as soft sounds fill my head with an ache that says my thought […]

Universal Motivation

Today a friend asked me to give him motivation. So rather than searching the internet I left my phone at home and went for a walk in the rain. As it happened half way to my destination I had one of those moments when you realise what you want to say; In that moment I […]